I looked it up in the dictionary.
"Humiliation is a painful emotional experience where someone feels a loss of pride, self-respect, and dignity, often caused by being made to feel ashamed or stupid, especially in public."
I have been asked many times if people say mean things to me. It has happened maybe once or twice that someone has been mean to me. Most of the time I get lovely compliments and/or questions. This is an example of something in the middle.
We were at the Magic Kingdom in Disney World and a man (I think he was a Disney employee) asked me this. I remember the exact words. I was dressed like in these posters.
"OMG!!! What bet did you lose?"
I smiled and walked over to him. In my sweetest voice I responded "Good morning Sir. How are you? I'm princess annie and I'm 5 years old. Would you like to take a picture together" I also gave him a deep curtsy.
He took out his phone and took a selfie of us. He also asked me to pose for a few pictures! Then he gave me a hug and said "It is a pleasure to meet you Princess Annie. You are a lovely sissy dolly. Have a magical day."
Being at Disney World as my true self was so special. A little girl emotionally, mentally and in many other ways makes me so happy. Someone once told me I have a "joie de vivre". I had to look that up. It means "A joy of living" in French. It sounds so pretty when someone says the words with a French accent. I am very comfortable with who I am. I bet most women would love to go back to being a little girl sometime in their lives.
Mommy gave me these goals. I now know that I always needed these goals to be a happy little girl.
To be a dainty & delicate little girl sissy in the way I think, act and present myself
To completely accept female control and never question what I am told to do
Proud to show everyone what a precious little girl and pretty princess I am
I attended charm school where the primary focus was on developing social skills and poise. It's all in the details.
I was told that a picture is worth a thousand words! Isn't that awesome? So maybe these pics explain me better than I can write. They were all taken during our Disney visit in October 2019.
