The first and obvious reason is that I am a sissy. Sissies are not boys or men and are forbidden from wearing pants or slacks. But more than that I just adore wearing dresses because they make me feel so pretty and girly. I do love the feeling of a beautiful dress with lots of petticoats and frills!
But wearing a dress also takes lots of care. When sitting I must keep my knees locked so as not to show my panties. I also must be so careful when it is windy outside. A strong gust of wind blows up my skirt and shows everyone my panties and more. I have learned to gather my dress and hold in down..
Mommy loves me in dresses, for these reasons, among others:
I have been trained to curtsy and introduce myself to everyone I meet to show what a darling sissy princess I am. I must be in a dress to do a perfect curtsy. Mommy told me ONLY sissies curtsy anymore.
When I am a naughty sissy or do not listen to Mommy she puts me over her lap face down, pulls up my dress and pulls down my panties to paddle me. Mommy believes in immediate punishment so I don’t forget what I did wrong. I must thank mommy for the punishment after.
I always feel weak, helpless, defenseless and very vulnerable in a dress. Mommy says that is very natural for a little girl sissy. Especially for a fairy like me who loves to be ultra femme and sissy!
Lastly, being in dresses is a constant reminder of my three foundational goals:
To be a dainty & delicate little girl sissy in the way I think, act and present myself
To completely accept female control and never question what I am told to do
Proud to show everyone what a precious little girl and Pretty princess I am
These are my 5 affirmations which I must recite every morning and evening:
-My mommy makes all decisions for me because I am a child.
-I must be dainty, delicate and feminine in every way.
-My life is all about girly sweetness.
-My dollies are my best friends
Mommy's approval is everything to me. I always think about how I can please mommy. I am truly upset and distressed when I have done something that displeases mommy. I just break down and cry because there is nothing else I can do. Mommy comforts me by giving me my pacifier and hugging me. She explains to me what I did wrong and how I can be a better sissy. Mommy always reminds me that I am not able to make any decisions for myself. She decides what is best for me. I love that I am mommy's sissy princess.
Every morning mommy gives me a bath and then does my makeup & hair and dresses me. There is a magical moment when she puts my dress on over my head and arranges two fluffy petticoats under my skirt. It’s just so intimate and wonderful. After I am all dressed mommy has me twirl in front of the mirror and, most mornings, speak the poem I wrote for her “Why I am a pansy, petal, fairy, flower sissy girl”. Those are happy little girl sissy and mommy moments. I am so grateful to mommy that I will be a little girl forever.
SISSY ANNIE PANSY
