In psychology, there’s something called “penis envy” defined as “a stage in Sigmund Freud's theory of female psychosexual development, where girls experience anxiety upon realizing they don't have a penis, leading to a transition in their understanding of sexuality and attachment. This stage is thought to begin the shift from attachment to the mother to competing with the mother for the father's attention and affection.” I have never believed in it.
This stirs something in his “girl within” (see last week’s essay in this series) and in his desire to explore his feminine side, it manifests as wanting (perhaps even craving) that same attention for himself—and he searches for a way to have a similar shape. There are, of course, various ways to achieve this. The simplest is to wear a bra with falsies of the desired size; in fact, a bra is generally the second piece of female attire the male will try (after panties, of course). There are other methods, including more elaborate accessories (https://www.roanyer.com/d-curve-silicone-breast-plate-bottom-free-east-west-shape) and more permanent ones, such as silicone implants.
Basically, the male being feminized (whether of his own accord or at the direction of a dominant woman) wants to be as beautiful, as attractive, as sexy as he can manage.
