I had quite an amazing chat with Goddess Becky yesterday. She is so very understanding and really knows what little sissies like me need! We talked all about how vulnerable I feel as a little girl sissy whose mommy makes ALL decisions for her.
Vulnerable means willing to show emotion or to allow one’s weaknesses to be seen and known. Capable of or susceptible to being attacked, damaged, or hurt.
"We live in a world obsessed with hiding and one that viciously seeks to instill shame into our sexuality, our desires, our fantasies- yet, here you are, standing in your truth, letting the mask fall, and presenting me with all the power I need to hurt or help- to know and be know- and to see and be seen. And through you being your true and authentic self, I too can be my authentic and true self, can’t I? So sweet sissy, yes, your vulnerability is a truly brave and giving act- and it’s the only way to create a life worth living." - Goddess Becky
When mommy (or any adult) takes me out in public I do not have a phone or much money or credit cards. I do have some money in my purse and a few other small things (candy, hair ties, kleenex, lip gloss). I cling to mommy and hold her hand to keep me safe. I get scared of getting lost. I feel so vulnerable.
When we are out or visiting someone I have been taught to cry (like a baby) to be changed or be taken potty, for attention or if I am hungry or thirsty. Mommy has a or bottle for me and baby food and snacks in her backpack. She sits me down, puts a bib on me and feeds me.
Nice people come up to me in public. Mommy tells me to introduce myself and curtsy. Then I give the ladies my personal card. I am usually asked for a picture and sometimes questions all about myself. I try to be the very best little sissy princess! I love singing my "I'm a little sissy song."
Mommy bathes and dresses me every morning I love that time together. Mommy says I am not old enough to dress myself. When I am all ready I twirl in front of the mirror. I feel so pretty and beautiful! I feel like a baby. But mommy loves her baby. I love that Ms Chrissy is my babysitter! We used to be little girlfriends together.
Sometimes I feel a little nervous or scared when we are out places. Mommy notices and gives me my binky to suck on and I feel better. There are times that I just start to do baby talk. Mommy LOVES that so much! I feel very, very vulnerable
When I get excited about something I want to do or we are doing with friends I like to tell mommy what I want to do. She reminds me that I am very ittle and not yet able to make decisions for myself. Mommy knows best.
There is the wooden paddle that mommy uses to spank me. It's so scary because it hurts so much.She has me lay over her lap. then she pulls my dress up and my panties down to my ankles. I feel so vulnerable. Then she rubs my bottom with her hand. Then suddenly she whacks me. I MUST say "thank you, may I have another". I'm so helpless and I never know when it will end. The worst is when she has a girlfriend over to watch. I am just a weak and helpless little sissy!
It made me feel so deeply vulnerable to share all of this with Goddess Becky. There is so much more to share! I also showed her my blog which she loves.
I am working on two more affirmations. These are just the first draft. I need to show mommy and get her approval. I will write more about these soon!
I am grateful and appreciative to my mommy for all she does for me
I must be submissive, meek and compliant when I am with my little girlfriends.
Love, Sissy Princess Annie
