Sometimes I like just love sitting in my princess room, on my little bed, having special time with one of my girls. I can share my deepest feelings with them and they tell me all about their thoughts and interests. Sometimes I feel a bit overwhelmed by all my girls in my playroom because it is hard to give each and every girl the attention they need.
I feel so small and dependent on adults to care for me that I don't feel I am being a good mommy caring for my precious little darlings. I love them so much. They mean so much to me. Each and every girl is special in her own way. When I take a girl on a trip I feel awful because I have to leave the other girls behind. I try to be fair but I just feel that I am not doing my best.
I am sitting here crying as I write this. It's not that I am sad or unhappy. I am such a lucky little girl in so many ways. I love this picture because it shows how much I love Corrine (and her sister Gwynn). I just feel like I have not given her all the love and affection she needs. I'm just a little girl and I try my best. I know I can do better. I'm so sorry.
